Thanks TeamNickos and Cabmufc
You have probably both hit the nail on the head in that its somewhere I switch off completely and escape the worries and stresses that comes with normal life in the UK.
In SS - I am always happy, bathed in sunshine and worry free and that is an intoxicating blend and hence why I miss it so badly when I am home.
My mum is down looking after Nate this week as I am back to work and we were sitting musing last night saying how lovely it would be to not have to worry about the cost and just jet over to SS for long weekends every month of the spirng/summer/autumn together with a 3-4 week long break in August................oh I can dream. I have upped my investment in the lottery
At least it is always there, my magical little place and without wanting to sound like I am wishing my life away, I cannot wait to be back next year.